Do You Wanna Build A ... Relationship?

He and She are in a relationship.
He and She don't talk.
Otherwise, we'd have to cover our ears.

I really want to ask you:

"Do you want to build a relationship?"

You thought we didn't know,
you thought we didn't care,
you thought it didn't matter to us,
you thought it would be alright.

So you've finally said it.
The painful "go away."

I don't want this to be us.
I do want to build a relationship. Our relationship.
We'll do what they didn't.
We will talk,
and we will love.

Okay,

Uni

...is so stressful!

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Once again, a drafted post which was unpublished.
I read this and the memories came back.
The feelings now are so different.
It was a difficult time, but there were also good times.


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But what can I do?

Quit? No.

Cry? I could...but I'd rather choose not to
Stop winging? Yeah, I should probably do that

Work hard? I could only give it my best shot. Hard to, but I gotta.

Sigh

But I will continue to hope for a good future. That's what I'll do.


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The future came.

I hoped,
and I received.

Let's continue to hope for an even greater future.

To You

To: You


Yes, you have flaws.
I wish you knew them.
I wish you could change them.
I wish for a you who understands.

No, I am not talking about you.
I am talking to you, and you, and you.
All of you.

I wish I could tell you.
I wish you and I were better.
I wish I had more courage to make us better.
But, I don't.


From: Me

Lonely

There are those who lack love;
There are those who lack friendship;
There are those who lack confidence;
There are those who lack trust.

Lacking either one of these can make people lonely.

The lonely like to think. More than they need to.
They think others don't know. They think others can't tell.
But there will always be someone who can.
And no matter who this someone is, it will make them think.
More than they need to.
So do not think you are alone. There are people who care.

Expressing feelings

I find it hard to express my feelings towards you.

I cannot bring myself to hug you

I cannot bring myself to say "thankyou"

I cannot bring myself to say "I love you"

But I do love you. It's just hard for me to express myself towards you.

But I really do appreciate all you do for me.

And I'm sorry if it hurts you when I don't show my love for you.

But I do love you. And I hope somehow you will know.

blehh

So I found this in my drafts...
Obviously written a long time ago, because after reading it, I have no idea who it's referring to
But of course I wrote this for a reason, so I might as well post it.

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(A) has an attidue problem.
(B) gives up his time for (A), but (A) doesn't even consider how much work (B) has to do to prepare for (A) before seeing (A).

What (B) does is entirely for (A), but (A) just thinks it's a waste of time.

So (A) repays (B) by displaying a face of annoyance.

And not long after, (A) can't take anymore.

(A) walks away.

(B) forgives (A).
(A) doesn't care.

-.-

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Maybe one day I will remember who they are,
or maybe that day I would wish I didn't remember.

Maybe one day (A) and (B) will forgive each other,
or maybe not.

But let us never forget to hope.

Words

Words hurt.

Like shoving a hand down your throat and yanking your heart out then throwing it against a cactus with all your strength and watching it slide down piercing through the spikes one by one and an elephant comes by and tramples over it because a mouse just scurried under its legs and the skin of the remaining ball of dirt has been torn and sheds its tears of red as its thumping beat gradually slows down. Then you pick it up...thinking that you never wanting to put it back into your body again.

That's how much words can hurt.